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[he does a piss poor job at trying to hide his emotions as iwa-chan rips into him. with every verbal lash he feels himself shrinking more and more. his face contorts as he bites his lip to make sure that he doesn't just.... loose it then and there. even though his head still hurts and he wants to cry from that as well. god dammit. he gives a pathetic sniffle as he rubs aggressively at his eyes.]

I- I panicked okay!! I wasn't even planning on saying half of the things I said! I didn't even realize that I had said all of that until people started commenting about it, and when they did I just... [he forces himself to look away.] I didn't want you to find out that way, okay!?

It's... It's not n- normal for p- people to like the same gender, and I didn't want to m- make you uncomfortable o-okay?! [ah, shit. there go the tears.] I thought that since you didn't say anything at first meant that you didn't... [he can't even bring himself to say it.] A- And the last thing I wanted was to have confessed my feelings for you and you not w- want to be my friend, or have anything to do with me anymore!!!

[he looks up at iwaizumi] I- I can't lose you as a friend Iwa-chan. I just... I- I don't know what I'd do with myself if you hated me.

You can't just fucking decide my feelings for you! I could barely say one word before you decided that this was it, that I'm going to basically throw away fifteen years of friendship just because you're in love with me and that for some reason that I'll find it gross and uncomfortable!

[ he tightens his grip on oikawa more and pulls him closer, staring him straight in the eyes ]

You're trash, absolute trash. I've told you this before. But in spite of you being trash, I've kept you as my best friend through all these years. We've been through elementary school, middle school and high school together. I've been there when from the start and I'm going to be there all the way through the fucking end, whether you end up in a dump or end up being recycled into something useful.

I can absolutely hate things you've done. I hate that you ran away and that I couldn't run after you because I was literally stuck in this house. I hate that you stayed away rather than just come back and talk to me after I've already told you to talk to me when you're having trouble dealing with things. I hate that you refused to answer my calls and had me worry about you for six days. But if you think I could ever hate you, then you're absolutely fucking stupid.

[if you thought those stray tears were a nightmare then oh boy... you've just released the fucking floodgates. oikawa sobs as he buries his head into the crook of iwaizumi's neck and sobs even harder.]

I- I- I'm s- so sorry I-Iwa- Iwa-chan! I didn't m- mean to m- make you this upset.

[ yeah, he's now pulling oikawa into a hug and just holds him tight ]

Just don't ever leave me again, and I'll forgive you.

Okay! [he pulls away for a bit and sniffles.] I'll be with you for now and forever.

[ pulls away to look at him again ]

I'm going to hold you to that, Tooru.

[he gives a quiet sigh of relief.]

I wouldn't expect any less from you... Hajime.

[he pauses.] Can I... would it be uncouth of me to kiss you now?

Edited 2015-09-16 03:06 (UTC)

[ he's not even going to give him an answer. he's leaning forward and pressing his lips to oikawa in what has got to be the crappiest first kiss ever ]

[he blinks a bit when iwa-chan meshes his lips against his own, and...] Hajime that is the crappiest kiss I've ever had the chance to partake in, and I refuse to let this be our first kiss as a couple.

Here let me just-- [he places his hands on each side of iwa-chan and leans in to plant a better kiss on his friend's... no boyfriend's lips.]

Edited 2015-09-16 03:12 (UTC)

[ speaks against oikawa's lips while they kiss ]

What if I break up with you right now?

Nuh-uh~ I promised you now and forever, Hajime. And you know that I don't break my promises!~

Just shut up and get back to kissing me, shitty boyfriend.

[he wraps his arms around iwaizumi as he looks at the other fondly before kissing his nose.] It's a wonder how I even developed feelings for a big brute like you Hajime!~ But if it's a kiss you want then I'll be more happy to supply you tons and tons of them!

[and with that he leans closer in to iwaizumi and kisses him silly.]

[ please be aware he literally has no experience and he sucks ]

[this is why you have oikawa here, who is slightly more experienced in the kissing field. and he takes it slowly for iwa-chan. because he wants iwa-chan to be able to enjoy it and get the hang of this kissing thing.]

[ he's going to need a lot of practice ]

[it's ok oikawa has a lot of patience, and he's willing to help u out iwa-chan~ but then his knee gives out. god dammit.]

Edited 2015-09-18 03:24 (UTC)

[ catching and looking at him worriedly ]

A-are... you alright?

[clutches at him awkwardly.] I think I... might have overdone it at the gym.

Tch... dumbass. You're grounded.

[ hesitates for a second before scooping down to pick him up princess style ]

Grounded?! Iwa-chaaaaan. Just because you're older than me doesn't mean that you're the boss of me. [he gives a very pathetic flail as he attempts to prove iwa-chan wrong.

but all he does is manage to swing his leg forward a few inches.]

I'll stop being the boss of you once you prove that you're capable of taking care of yourself.

[ enjoy the ride (lol) back to their bedroom ]

I'M VERY CAPABLE OF TAKING CARE OF MYSELF IWA-CHAN!!!

Yeah, sure.

[ unceremoniously drops him on the bed ]

Do you want me to kiss you better?

[he puffs his cheeks up and frowns before nodding his head.] Please?

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