You can't just fucking decide my feelings for you! I could barely say one word before you decided that this was it, that I'm going to basically throw away fifteen years of friendship just because you're in love with me and that for some reason that I'll find it gross and uncomfortable!

[ he tightens his grip on oikawa more and pulls him closer, staring him straight in the eyes ]

You're trash, absolute trash. I've told you this before. But in spite of you being trash, I've kept you as my best friend through all these years. We've been through elementary school, middle school and high school together. I've been there when from the start and I'm going to be there all the way through the fucking end, whether you end up in a dump or end up being recycled into something useful.

I can absolutely hate things you've done. I hate that you ran away and that I couldn't run after you because I was literally stuck in this house. I hate that you stayed away rather than just come back and talk to me after I've already told you to talk to me when you're having trouble dealing with things. I hate that you refused to answer my calls and had me worry about you for six days. But if you think I could ever hate you, then you're absolutely fucking stupid.